Thursday, June 02, 2005

Day Four

My fourth official non-working day today - I still have not come to terms with the fact that I am not employed.

I don't understand why I have these conflicting thoughts & feelings of guilt when it comes to this. I know that I feel more relaxed now, less headaches. And yet, there is this nagging doubt in the back of my mind that I should be doing something more productive than just spending time with the boys or pursueing leisure activities on a weekday!

Hope it gets better. I really need to find an art course or writing course to take up. Maybe take riding lessons...

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